"LILLI IS WHAT THE 80'S DIDN'T KNOW IT NEEDED."
:: TRACKLIST ::
AUTUMN 01.
NOSTALGIA 02.
SECRET 03.
SMOG 04.
:: REFLECTIONS::
Autumn.
ISRC: AU-MEV-24-93680
Autumn comes from the love that God calls us to have for one another. It speaks of closeness and friendship - the desire for the best for loved ones; a human reflection of God's eternal presence with us. It also reflected on the inevitable change that life brings, encouraging the listener to have courage follow that call for adventure while always knowing that home (a loved one) is not as faraway as they may think.
Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed,
for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will
uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Secret.
ISRC: AU-MEV-24-93675
Secret is one of the pieces most near and dear to my heart. Using very metaphor-rich language, it embodies the pain I feel watching my peers go through unnecessary struggles- the struggles born of not knowing who you are or how loved you are. At the centre of the piece is this desire to tell these loved ones a secret.
The secret, I believe, to life. In between the lines is my fear/lack of courage to be honest and share this truth. And underlying it all is the fact that the secret isn’t really a secure at all. It’s a truth that I wish I could share and make them understand / experience the way I have.
Hebrews 4:16;
Let us then with confidence draw near to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
Nostalgia.
ISRC: AU-MEV-24-60525
Nostalgia reflects on the inner yearning we have for heaven - a place we don’t even know. Nostalgia explores the thoughts of a young person who misses the 80’s, despite never having actually lived through the 80’s. It mimics the heart cry for a place you’ve never been to, for something you’ve never had.
Hebrews 11:14–16
For people who speak thus make it clear that they are seeking a homeland. If they had been thinking of that land from which they had gone out, they would have had opportunity to return.
But as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared for them a city.
Smog.
ISRC: AU-MEV-24-93617
What if we danced? This song is only part my own story. It reflects my own musings around waiting for the right romantic partner, but also creates a snapshot of many peoples stories, wrestlings, wonderings and desires around the topic of romance and wanting that right person. I love the idea of walking with a loved one in the rain, but also use that as a metaphor for the fact that I’d rather walk in the rain than dance alone.
While this song doesn’t really have a particular verse attached, it still reflects the human experiences and wrestling’s from the perspective of someone wrestling with godly romance / relationships and what that looks like and entails.
With love, LILLI
:: LYRICS::
AUTUMN.
[Verse 1]
Driving down the road singing songs we both love
We hear the sound of the ocean and the beckon of the waves
We’ve stories and laughter, and loads of smiles
Adventures and tales of travel for miles
So many memories from the times when we’d roam
Whenever we are together
There’s a part of me that’s home
[Pre-Chorus]
As the years go by
It’s a joy to see you grow
And I can’t wait to see you fly
And when you feel A-lone
You may be by yourself but it
Doesn’t mean you’re on your own
[Chorus 1]
As you ride off on your adventure
May the sun be at your back
May you know that you are loved
May you take the less taken track
And may you always have the courage
To push on when dark hides day
And may you always remember
That home is just a phone call away
[Verse 2]
You always loved me just as I am
Encouraging me in my strengths and cheering me on
And now look at you, you’ve come so far
Shining in this world like the brightest of stars
When you hear the future calling out your name on the breeze
Don’t hesitate and don’t freeze
But chase that dream
[Pre-Chorus]
[Chorus 2]
As you ride off on your adventure
Know I’ve always got your back
May you have love for those around you
May those around you love you back
And may you have the strength to fight
when trouble comes your way
And may you always always remember
May you always remember
NOSTALGIA.
Can you feel it? [x2]
It’s about that feeling
Of a place that’s not too far
Like the clothes I never wore
Like driving someone else car
You know that feeling
Like maybe I’ve been here before
And even if you haven’t
It’s like you’re waiting for something more
[Chorus]
Can you feel it
The call from times gone by
Let’s go back
To the best place we’ve never been
I feel it
The call to things unseen
Come back with me
To the best place we’ve never been
When you get that feeling
And it won’t go away
Like a de ja vu
But every single day
[Chorus]
Can you feel it? [Refrain]
SECRET.
[Verse 1]
Asking your questions to the sky
You from silence to screaming why
Swapping your memories for a bottle
You might regret it
Instead forget it
[Chorus]
Are you running on empty
So that you’re not running at all
Are you living just to die?
Running out of time to kill
Can I tell you a secret?
[Verse 2]
You like the rain ohh
Because it finally feels like
Someone cries for you
You take that pain ohh
Drenched and wet
But what can you do
[Chorus]
Are you running on empty
So that you’re not running at all
Are you living just to die?
Running out of time to kill
Can I tell you a secret?
[Bridge]
Did they tell you
The choices you have are the ones already made
And did they tell you
You have to play the game but winning’s not an option
And did they tell you
You won’t be heard but you will be seen
Just let me tell you
[Chorus]
SMOG.
I don’t dance
‘Cause I dance alone
It’s not the same without you
Not the same on my own
Walk with me
In the rain
We could be flying
I’m waiting for someone to dance